I didn't have the guts to send you this playlist directly, so I'm posting it here instead. heres how I feel about us.

- back to you, Selena Gomez
"whats the point of hiding?
everybody knows we've got unfinished business"

- want you back, HAIM
"and I had a fear of forgiveness, I was too proud to say I was wrong,
but all that time is gone.
no more fearing control, I'm ready for the both of us now"

- because I had you, Shawn Mendes
"you're with somebody I can't be,
but I can tell that you're happy"

- only you, Selena Gomez
"can't take no more
wonder if you'll understand
It's just the touch of your hand
behind a closed door"

- woke the fuck up, Jon Bellion
"you can tell them you are mine
I'm sick of games"

- the best you had, Nina Nesbit
"it's crazy that you're moving on so fast
but baby it's okay if I am still the best you had
and it hurts that you would just leave like that
but baby it's okay if I am still the best you had"

- this town, nail Horan
"the smell of your perfume still stuck in the air"

- my boy, billie eilish
"my boy's an ugly crier but he's such a pretty liar
and by that I mean he said he'd change"

- let her go, passenger
"well you see her when you fall asleep
but never to touch and never to keep
'cause you loved her too much and you dive too deep"

-consequences, Camila cabello
"hesitation, awkward conversation
running on low expectation
every siren that I was ignoring
I'm paying for it"

- happier, ed sheeran
"saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours,
you look happier, you do"

- forever and always (piano version) , Taylor swift
"you looked me in the eyes
and told me you loved me.
were you just kidding?"

- haunted (acoustic) , Taylor swift
"stood there and watched you walk away
from everything we had
but I still mean every word I said to you"

- all you had to do was stay, Taylor swift
"here you are now, calling me up, but I don't know what to say
I've been picking up the pieces of the mess you made
people like you always want back the love they pushed aside
but people like me are gone forever when you say goodbye"

- I almost do, Taylor swift
"I bet you're sitting on your chair by the window, looking out at the city
and I hope that sometimes you wonder about me"

- sober, Selena Gomez
"you've got a hold on me
you're like a wasted dream
I gave you everything
but you don't know how to love me when you're sober"

-almost famous, Noah Cyrus
"you were the right face at the wrong time, love
I only wish I would've known it"

a-z songs I love parts one & two: