Haru,
Why do you do the things you do?
You're the sweetest angel and yet the deadliest angel in disguise as well.
I love you Haru, I really really do.
Like what I told you before, I want to be the person who falls asleep mesmerized by your beauty and wake up next to you the following day.
I want to give you the best of the best but you're not letting me, why?
I love you, even the flaws that you complain about. It adds up to you and I love YOU.
I hate myself for saying that because it hurts. My heart hurts.
Loving you hurts.
Yet, whenever I'm on the phone with you...just hearing your voice calms me.