This is not an article that I have worked on but I would like you to read it .....

I am not a girl who stands out among her ''friends''..
In all my life I have only had a best friend, I think it was 6 years ago of that.
I have never felt comfortable or safe in any group but some filled me that void that I still have inside ...
I have tried to be a good person even with the same devil, but I have received in return pain, pain and more pain ...
I can not remember when I have been happy with a group of ''friends '', I only remember that pain so strong in the chest of wanting to go home.

I have so many things to say ... but I think it's better to keep them for me, because if I let them go ... my tears will not stop ...
I think I'm strong, but many times I fight a lost battle ...
I always have a smile, but not to be happy, to know that I am better alone than bad accompanied ...

To all this, today has been the day that I have exploded and my heart has not been able to ... I thought I had "friends" with whom I could count on everything, but I can see that ...
Find out they were planning to leave all together partying a week ago and find out at the last moment that they were all without me .... what you just heard is my heart breaking into a thousand pieces
on the floor ....

I feel blind at this point and not realize that I was alone ...
I wish I could wake up with Amnesia and forget everything to cure all my wounds ...
Many of you will think that what they have done to me and what they are doing to me is nothing ... but if I told the whole truth ...
So many things have happened to me, I always think of all the moments that have humiliated me, that I have been the joke of everyone, when they have raised my voice, when ...

One of the strongest things that they have done to me has been:

in my school we have a swimming pool, because once a week we go swimming ...
I changed in the locker room with all my classmates and we went swimming ... after 30 minutes we went back and saw that the box office where I had kept my clothes was open ...
my uniform was soaked, they had thrown it into the showers, my shoes were in the boys' locker ... only the most important thing remained, my underwear ...
I was looking for it until a teacher found it ...
My bra had been thrown to the battery and my panties had thrown them behind the lockers where all the dust accumulated .... at that moment I did not know where to put ....
The teachers called my parents to tell what happened but I never knew who was ...

WHY DO YOU TELL THIS HISTORY SO SOAKING FOR ME?

Because there are a billion ways to hurt people and make them feel like the same trash right there.
I hope that those people who are dedicated to hurting other people reconsider everything they have done and imagine if they do it to them ...
I do not wish anyone harm and I do not want other people to feel the way I feel right now ...
I only ask that those people who suffer as much as I say to themselves that they are very strong and brave to be carrying all that weight on them ...

I hope you have understood me and if you are going through the same thing as me ... do not be afraid I am here if you need me ... for everything you have me.