You're asking me
Why am I so grumpy today
And I reply that it's just a bad mood
But you don't seem to believe me.
And, honestly, you're not even wrong
But somehow it still annoys me.
Your questions
Desire to know specific reasons
It irritates me
More than I show.
Because I don't even know myself.
I feel like I'm trapped in my own mind.
I think I want to be left alone
But at the same time I want someone to hold me.
I don't want to talk to anyone
And yet, I want someone to listen to me.
I want to go home and just sleep
Only to realize that I need company.
And how can I explain?
How can I make you understand?
I can explain nothing
I don't understand myself.
So I'll stay silent
And "I'm just in a bad mood" will remain my answer.