Hey guys. I'm back with another article as part of @TypicalGirl48 #WHIchallenge. I'll link her original challenge below for you to check out.

Day 18 - What has been the most difficult thing you have had to forgive?

My first love

Has someone ever broken your heart, but no matter how much you try, you can't hate them? You still love that person so much and therefore allow them to still hurt you.

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For about a year I let this person play with my emotions and the damage only got worse with time. I tried so hard to get over this person, I wished I hated him but I couldn't. My feelings were stronger than myself. But everyone has a limit, and I had finally reached mine. I reached a point where my love for him began to turn into hate and disgust. I was tired of him using me and put an end to it. My hatred was as strong as my love for him once was.

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I am the kind of person who holds grudges for years, so forgiving him was not easy. I changed a lot as a person because of him. Although if I'm being honest, while I indeed hated him so much, I still actually loved him. I had mixed feelings. Sounds weird but a person can feel hate and love for a person at the same time, at least I did.

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Anyway, it took me approximately 3 and a half years to forgive him. It was not easy, but it's true what people say,

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And time was really all I needed. Was it worth it holding a grudge on a boy? NO. But oh well.

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That was all for today. Thanks for reading.

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