It’s true what they say, if you don’t rule your mind it will rule you. I let my mind wonder through dangerous places before. Sometimes I’m clueless on why I feel so unsatisfied and alienated. I only have myself to blame. Marijuana has been affecting my brain terribly but I can’t seem to stop, realization hits hard, suddenly you see an insecure creature controlled by fear. Fear of the unknown, fear of being sober enough, fear of feeling, fear of being hurt and a hundred more irrational fears. We are all afraid of something and I found out that most of the time the things we are so afraid are inside of us. Something inside hurts, something inside is missing and we fear we may never find it.