Most of the time all the people that inhabit this world, can really get to confuse the love with the habit, I didn´t think that this happened, since the moments that this type of situations were around my head, I started thinking about my grandparents who have been married for more than fifty years, and how each day their love is a new adventure, but as always I believed wrong .... Until I experience it in my own flesh.
To this person, for the respect of his memory I will call him X, I will not count absolutely everything that happened when I met him and the time that I stayed by his side, because this article would become extremely tedious and extensive and is one of the things that I really prefer avoid.
I can only say that X was an extremely important person in my life, and I hadn´t wanted to do this because his memory still hurts, even though I technically did myself a favor by getting away from him, I can´t so easily forget all the moments that We spent together, as I became someone else being with him, I loved this person so much in that moment that I would dare to call him my first love, although for more than I would like I can´t go back to that place which I left by my own choice.
There was a crack all the time that each moment was getting much deeper, so serious was the matter that I had to go to the police, I really don´t think that the love of someone makes you want to kill him, but sadly it was.
Our love became habit ...
I could just predict that the rest of my year if I stayed by his side, more and more routines and less and less interest on his part, I gave him all of me and he just decided to put it in a jar and keep it there so I would not get lost , although it is the only thing that ended our perfect relationship ...
My beloved X, if someday you get to read this I want you to know that I will never stop loving you and thanks for the beautiful moments by your side, although I would not really think about being with you again, I hope you are a successful actor and never stop being so patient, do not let evil manipulate you, you are much more than you ever showed me, love with all the strength, you have a huge heart, work on your goals, not everything you can get with a hand on the waist , stop fighting in the streets and better open your eyes to who is really worth in your life, do not stop being noble never, you are one of the brightest stars in the galaxy that I have known, being honest I will not be able to forget you and you will always have a piece of my heart with you, I regret everything that happened, I did not want it to be that way, but I gave so many signals and you could never see one, everything for you was a game and in the end we lost both
You marked my life in an inexplicable way and writing this you will never read, I let you go forever, staying with the good times, it was so long ago that I did not cry and today I do it, although I do not gain anything doing it, nothing will bring you back and nothing can return me to the past, seriously I wish that beautiful smile that you have always stays in your face, mature for your good and that of all ...
I am sorry, I love you.