why can't I be like all the other girls, still super skinny when they eat shitty food ,why when I eat junk food I gain so much more. the twenty first century expects us to be skinny and pretty. i also have acne and you can't be pretty if you have acne apparently right? why can't I just be skinny and not have to feel bad every time I eat? I want to be skinny because you have to have a bikini body for guys to like you right? why can't this world be nicer not criticizing people because they have more fat than people or are breaking out and has noticeable acne that looks bad to people. I want to be skinny, I want a bikini body, I want to look in shape to myself, why are other girls confident in their skin and I feel ashamed to be in my own? just why, just why?