I'm in my bag rn, don't mind me and this mess.

What is love?
Love can mean many things, Love for your family, friends, or somebody you look up to.
But what about falling in Love?
Its something everybody wants, but some never get.
I constantly see people in Love, its everywhere!
I watch videos of people falling in Love, hoping that one day I could know how it feels.
I search "How to fall in love", "How to get your crush to like you" and many other searches like that. And I see myself doing all these things but they're not working, why? I always tell myself I don't need anybody to be happy. But how many more times do I have to say that to believe it?