It's too late now that I've realized it. I was already attached to you without even knowing it.
No matter how hard I tried to push you away, you kept on coming back...
I told you I had a horrible past but you were okay with it and told me, "it's okay that you're broken because I'm broken too."
We haven't spoken in two days and I miss your attention. It's difficult for me to even say it out loud that I am so attach to you.
All I can think about is the way you looked at me, I just want you to be all about me and only me.. but how is that so?
If I can barely trust you.
I just known you for only two months and it feels like I known you my whole life.
I want to tell you about anything and everything... about my day or how much I miss you. How's that even possible...
If I can barely give you a chance of a doubt that you won't hurt me.
All I want is to be with you and already I'm thinking the worse of what could happen.
You told me that you won't hurt me and just to see where this can go but I'm so scared to even give you a chance because of how attach I am with you.
You can easily up and leave and never talk to me again and right then and there..
I'll be in pain because of how foolish I was to even give you a chance.
May be if I wasn't much of an over thinker, things could be different... but I highly doubt that.
How can someone like you love or even like a girl like me... with my kind of past?

-xoxo peepeeb