Day 1- What is your biggest struggle with loving yourself?

The biggest struggle for me that stops me from loving myself is commitment.. I have so many goals and ideas of who I want to be and what I want to do, but I struggle achieving them. I feel stuck. Stuck between who I am and who I want to be. No one knows the real me and I struggle myself to find the real me. Sometimes I want to be alone and just have that one person, and others I want to be free and with friends. It's hard I say I want to lose weight, eat right, be happy, be a good student but it's all talk. I have a hard time with commitment. I can't commit to these things because I am so stuck. I say I like someone but then the next day I force myself not too. It's not just commitment in relationships because that's a beautiful thing. Having that one person for everything. As your best friend and boyfriend. I would love something like that but I get scared to commit that I ruin it all. I can't commit to doing my homework sometimes. I say I have big plans to go to a big University, but have a hard time committing to what it takes to get there. If I've learned anything it's that commitment is key. Commit yourself to something big and take the small steps to get there. I am committing myself to be a better and happier person. I am taking baby steps by going to church, turning in late work, pushing toxic people away, and waking up and starting a happy healthy routine. Commitment is key..