a battle against imaginary enemies; fighting your shadows

I don't want to live anymore
I can't handle it
My mind has become a prison,
My heart is broken glass.
If eyes are windows to the soul;
A fake smile can cover it all.

The demons behind it all,
The angels fled the battle.
There's no hiding;
There's no escape.
I'm scared of it all:
Love, darkness, myself.

Where's my knight when I need him?
Where's my sword when I need it?
I've lost him.
I've lost my weapon.
Most of all?
I've lost myself.

well hello there! sorry i haven't posted in a while, i've been busy. actually, i should be doing homework right now.... also, thanks for 400 followers! will celebrate soon