I thought about our last kiss, how it felt and how you made me feel.
And even though I know you are doing okey, are you somewhere feeling lonely even though you left me?
I remember the day you told me you were leaving. I remember the make-up running down my face. And the dreams, you left behind you didn't need them. Like every single wish we ever made.
I wish I could wake up with you, and forget about the stupid little things.
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you,
And the memories I never can escape.

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them, and I'll admit I feel alone.
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy, it hurts that you've moved on.
It's so hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all

If today I woke up with you right beside me, like all of this was just some twisted dream. I'd hold you closer than I ever did before, and you'd never slip away.
And you'd never hear me say, "I remember the day you told me you were leaving"

'Cause I'm not fine at all. No, I'm really not fine at all. Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all.