i wonder how many people have called her beautiful, or even thought it; then i wonder how many people, such as myself, realized the word 'beautiful' could not ever come close to describing her. i wonder if i'm the only one who feels desperate enough to find words or ways to explain how pulchritudinous she is. how it's not just her eyes and smile, nor everything physical about her. there was a beauty in her quite similar to the way the wind dances in people's hair and the shore licked people's feet softly; it was a beauty that you cannot look for, you'd have to stumble upon it.