yep, it does make me really freaking happy.
once again i realized it, when i re-read the last few chapters of one of my favorite books of all time probably,, and it again made me cry (from happiness honestly) and now i feel all giddy and soft and full of love !! asdfsdg

sO i thought i'd share a few books that i love a lot.
+ some amazing and beautiful songs to listen to while reading,, because i think music just brings so much more into the whole reading experience. and i love that certain songs will always make me think of the book i was reading while listening to them.


Image by DESTROYA pink, aesthetic, and nature image

𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐃𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞
ʙʏ ʙᴇɴᴊᴀᴍɪɴ ᴀʟɪʀᴇ sáᴇɴᴢ

- two very different mexican-american boys develop a beautiful friendship
- struggling with identity and sexuality
- reminds that love (romantic and familial) should be open, free and without shame
- very emotional. but also i loved the humour so much. i laughed and cried a lot.

playlist: https://open.spotify.com/user/idek.trash/playlist/7EL8AtHFIw42daIuyUjGlZ?si=gZrYAI4fR5iamia642HFMg

ᴍʏ ғᴀᴠᴇs:
Young Galaxy - The Alchemy Between Us
Stargazer - The Strange Creatures
Meet Me in Mexico - The Drums
Tu Casa Nueva - El Último Vecino
Horse to Water - Tall Heights
I Can't Tell What the Time Is Telling Me - And The Kids
Scar - Cloud Control
Who Would've Thought - VYLW
The Long And Winding Road - The Beatles
Thank You - Amber Run


quotes, love, and aesthetic image boys, gay, and rainbow image

𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐆𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐮𝐧
ʙʏ ᴊᴀɴᴅʏ ɴᴇʟsᴏɴ

- very passionate and unique twins Noah and Jude
- both very much into guys
- problems with family relationships, and own identity
- lots of stuff about art and it's really cool
- amazing and creative story telling
- hilarious,, but also very emotional

playlist: https://open.spotify.com/user/idek.trash/playlist/3nSppgdrLgpJJK0CBG39YF?si=RoUSmjiJQuC8ro4efvuSYQ

ᴍʏ ғᴀᴠᴇs:
Touch - Daft Punk, Paul Williams
Somebody Else - Clones of Clones
Like the Earth - Bedbugs
Open Your Eyes - STRFKR
Bike Dream - Rostam
Beige - Yoke Lore
Three Rings - Grizzly Bear
POWERFUL LOVE - Field Medic
Constellations - The Oh Hellos
I - Foreign Fields


boys, gay, and boyfriends image rainbow and art image

two other great books:
- Will Grayson, Will Grayson by David Levithan & John Green
- Simon vs. the homo sapiens agenda by Becky Albertalli


sorry this was pretty short (i have so many books yet to read), but hope you maybe liked it anyway !
ok bye