It is really hard for me to reach out.
How can I expect you not to be concerned when I ask for a hug
When I need a hug with no questions asked
Please, no questions.

It is really hard for me to reach out to you.
To tell you that just being in your presence reassures me. Comforts me.
I cannot tell you what it reassures me of, but I feel okay when I am with you.

It is really hard for me to tell you about my problems.
I fear coming off as too intense.
I fear scaring you away.
I fear being at my most vulnerable
and you realizing I am too much to deal with.

-I fear you leaving if I completely let my wall down

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I danced, drank, and distracted myself to fight this feeling off, but it always comes back in overwhelming waves.