the hugs,
the cries,
the broken sighs,
don't even try

I won't open up
I'll make you leave
because that's what I do.
I push people away
and then they leave.

so don't waste much time on me
I'm a tougher nut to crack
but I'll somehow get you to leave.
because that's what I do.
I push people away.

the smiles,
the lies,
the exhasparated tries
don't even bother

when you put your arm around me
and say everything's all right
what goes through your mind?
How are you so naive?
How don't you see?

I don't want your help.
I'll push you away.
Because that's what I do;
I push people away.

the "hi!"s
the "bye"s
and everything in between
don't try.

I appreciate the effort and shit,
but I think you get the point;
I push, push, push people away
and then fall apart when they leave

-i.s.