Here's a small (rap) song that I wrote a couple months ago and I thought I might as well post it.

You shouldn’t judge my story
On the chapter you walked in on
I’d like to see you face
The things I face everyday
I bet you couldn’t handle it
The struggle to put the blade down

You can’t even imagine
How much my smile hides
It’s exhausting
The constant headache
To have to live with
I don’t know how I do it
Maybe I should end it

(chorus)
Pick the blade up and draw some more
But I can’t
I made a promise
A promise I can never break
A promise I’d be safe
A promise I will never break
I’ll stay on this horrid land just for him
If only other people knew
I don’t know what I’d do

I want the blade
I’m screaming in my room
No one will hear me
No one will listen
My tears flooding the floor
I don’t even try to swim
At the last second
Out of breath
I see him
In my mind I realize
He’s been there for me
He’s the reason I’m still here
And I made a promise
A promise I will never break
A promise to him
A promise to me
That I’ll keep the blade locked away…