Have you ever felt so alone and lonely that you could literally cry your soul out of your chest? Have you ever wanted to stay home and do absolutely nothing but sleep and stare at the wall? Or feeling so sick and tired, exhausted and sad even if you're on your bed all day long and perfectly healthy according to doctor's opinion? I can tell you that I understand you. I know how it feels and how difficult it is to go through the day like that. But it's not the day that makes it that difficult, it's the night. The nights. Because this situation, unfortunately, won't go in just a moment. Sometimes it won't go away, it stays there waiting for you to fall for it once again. For some reason it gets worse. You cry harder, you scream louder, you sleep longer as if it was an escape but it's not. Do you deserve this kind of life? Did you choose it? Why it doesn't change? Are you such a bad person and this is your punishment? Take a deep breath. Right now and close your eyes. Wipe your tears. There is a glass of water waiting for you to drink it. Do it.
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Do you feel any better?