memories
good and bad
mainly bad
running through my head
and lately all I wanna do
is to forget.
I want to forget
how I got lost in you
how my heart got lost in yours
when you just lost your hands in mine
when you just lost your lips on mine
when you just lost yourself
for a night
when I lost myself
for so many nights
in the thoughts of you.
I want to forget
that I actually liked you
and the way you smile
and the way you talk
and it took me a while
to convince myself
that I hate all about you
and it is not even true.
I want to forget the happiness
running through my veins
whenever my phone showed
your name
the same name I would curse
a couple of months later.
I want to forget the questions
you have left me,
the why
and the how
and the what might have been
and I wish I could forget
how we both fucked up
but I was the only one
who got hurt
and I want to forget that
I'm still praying
that you got hurt
as well
cause it's been so many days
and somehow
this shit still hurts
like hell.
I wish I could erase you
I wish I could burn the memories
I wish I could forget
I wish