I don't want to be this way,
Always stuck in my head.
In here with my captivating thoughts,
Feeding into my negativity and self-hatred.
They tell me so many things,
Like how I'll never be good enough for anyone,
Or how no one will ever love me.
How I should cut more, a little harder, and a little deeper.
How I'm just annoying,
And how none of my friends actually like me.
It's so hard not to believe them,
When they're constantly whispering these kinds of things to me.
And I can feel myself sinking farther into this hole of depression.
I feel like I'm suffocating,
And there's nothing I can do about it.