It's difficult to comprehend.
Difficult to pretend.
Sit there smiling whilst you look at someone else the way I want you to look at me oh so badly.
The way I look at you.
But it's clear as day, sadly.
You'd never look at me such way. I might as well be dreaming.
I might be gleaming.
But there's a war going on in my head.
I try so hard not to feel, become numb.
It's sad, that you will never know what exactly you have done.
Whilst I crumble to pieces and slowly disappear.
Until finally I'm nothing but memories, nothing but the past.
You forgetting me becoming my only fear.
You might forget me easily but I'd never forget you.
And if you need me, you know you got me..
Always.