You wouldn't understand
and you wouldn't care
I try to reach out
but you don't give a damn

I used to be so open
now you don't ask
and I don't tell
'cause I'm always just fine

I'm what's wrong
I can't breathe
I can't feel
and I can't live

I'm afraid
and I'm not
I'm devastated
and I'm thrilled

there's battles being fought
inside my mind
and they're tearing me apart
feeling feelings feels so weird
and I'm being torn apart

I'm what's wrong
I can't breathe
I can't feel
and I can't live

so believe me when I say I'm fine
'cause that's better for us both
this way I don't have to talk and
you can stop pretending you care

yes, I know you dread that question
but still, somehow, you ask,
"Hey, are you alright"
but don't fool yourself, my darlin'
you know I will lie

because I can't stand myself
and I don't know who I am
there's battles being fought inside my mind
and they're tearing me apart

but there's always the one;
the reocurring thought

I'm what's wrong
I can't breathe
I can't feel
and I can't live

I'm what's wrong
I can't breathe
I can't feel
and I can't live

-I.S.