Ever wonder why you're.. Well you?
Why couldn't you be that one friend of yours who got everything they've always asked for? Had an amazing family and so much more. Whilst you're sitting here a broken family, a broken home, a broken heart and broken dreams.
You ever wonder what you did to deserve the life you have? It's a curse and you'd trade it for anything, even death itself.
You ever laughed and then suddenly become quiet again because laughing just isn't what you do? Cause what's there to laugh about anyway?
You ever got jealous because your best friend had the courage to ask your crush out after a week of knowing him and you couldn't for almost two years because of the self confidence you lack?
Because I do. Every. Single. Day.
You fear death but don't live life.