everyday it gets harder.

everyday it gets worse.

everyday it gets harder to breath.

everyday it gets harder to sleep.

everyday it gets harder to accept.

everyday it gets harder to eat.

everyday it gets harder to be motivated.

everyday it gets harder to trust.

everyday it gets harder to love.

everyday it gets harder to make the right decisions.

everyday it gets harder to call my family.

everyday it gets harder to pretend i'm fine so they don't worry.

everyday it gets harder to get up.

everyday it gets harder.

so much harder.

i don't think i'll ever recover.