I am such an idiot, I keep going back and letting him hurt me. Why can't I see that I'd be better off without him? Probably because he's amazing when he isn't playing with my feelings. He is just such a perfect guy, my dream guy. He loves music and is talented at it too. I don't understand why he can be so perfect but have such a terrible inconvenient flaw. I'm just so depressed lately since I gave him another chance, I even have our song on loop. I remember the first time he sang it to me, Emmylou by Vance Joy. It's perfect for us, just like him. If only he were there for me when I needed him...