hey, i miss you

we met each other after only one week texting on Snapchat. First we played video games and you made me laugh. Then we watched Netflix and then you kissed me! It was my first kiss and I was so fucking happy. I felt safe in your arms and I wasn't able to stop smiling because you said that you like me.
But this day is more than 6 weeks ago. Now we don`t even write everyday with each other, you don´t ask me 'how you doing' & every time when I try to make a conversation, you give me this fucking feeling that I disturb you.
You said that you don't want a relationship but you also said that you have feelings for me. Please don't play with me. My teenage mind is already killing me...