There is a sense for ability to write ..

When you feel that the Whole UNIVERSE can't hold you
And there isn't even a FRIEND to listen to you .

You Go to your pen and Write all that is inside you ,
You Cry and Scream with the pen ,
You are very lonely in this big UNIVERSE ,
You've Lost everything and you're still Lost ,

After that moment , the beating of your heart became weaker , your laughter is harder and your color pale .