Recently, my friendship with a toxic person had ended. I finally felt free but was still hurt because I had never expected that person to use me. I have been hurt before, which is why it was hard to trust another person again, but with him, it was different. I had told him things I haven't told anyone else before, I was always there for him, I always listened to him. I cared for him, and I'm a very cold-hearted person I don't usually care for people. He was also great, we really had fun when we first met each other. We were THAT duo, everyone loved us, we would even defend each other whenever someone does the other one wrong. But, all good things must come to an end, so was us. He changed, he met new people and became more distant, he would only talk to me when he needs something, he started using me for publicity. He also once said something so awful to me, never in my life would I have ever expected him to say those words. Those words cut deeper than a knife. He started lying to me, and our fights became more intense and he would sometimes block me in social media. I got sick of this and asked him if he ever values me anymore. It was another huge fight and he ended up blocking me again, he sent another girl to talk to me, she asked me,"Do you really don't want him in your life anymore?". That hit me hard considering everything we've been through, but I knew it was time for this to end too, I needed to be happy. So I responded with yes. I thought this was it, it's really over. A month later, we followed each other on social media again (We're from a small town so it's hard to not see each other). We decided to keep things casual, no hard feelings. But that was the worst thing I have ever done in my life. He also said more awful things, he used the things I decided to tell him only against me. I had to take a break from social media for 2 weeks and I actually felt toxic free. He's finally out of my life, he isn't the person I knew anymore. But I have to thank him, he taught me a really important lesson...

To never trust anybody again anymore. Only trust yourself. Because at the end, the only person who's going to be there for you is yourself.

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