Forget you, forget you not
My heart is in denial
There's a constant war between my heart and mind
Oh god, I'm a swirling pool of emotions.

I stay up most nights
Drowning in the abyss of my thoughts.
It's insane and I'm a fool.

I keep thinking of you,
while trying not to think about you.
And your name became my favorite word.
I know this is bad.
This little crush isn't so little anymore.