I don't know what this is, so I'm sorry for the messiness in this post. but im feeling anxious and sad and I don't really know what to do. do you ever feel so empty that you feel like you completely wasted you entire day? I don't even know if that makes sense, but I planned on doing something with one of my friends today and it almost feels like I've only been waiting. this entire day. I felt really unproductive and tired today and my own mother has been annoyed with me all day, even though im literally not doing anything wrong. im slowly losing my friends, and that hurts a lot. does anyone relate to what im saying? please message me if you do, or even if you don't. I like me some attention ;) OoP okay, im sorry. wOw I really have no idea what this is. but this honestly feels like the only productive thing I've done today. thank you for reading if you read this till here. you're probably bored, confused and you probably don't give a shit about me. but that's okay. don't worry about me, I want you to have good day. I love you and you're relevant. you deserve to be here and youre very loved.

lots of love (in any form), sofie