Burn the Stage by BTS dropped out yesterday on youtube and i felt like I need to say something. First of all if you want to watch it, you can watch it on bangtantv on youtube. Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6zWwAoEi_w&t=542s

I was really excited and totally not ready for Burn the Stage, because I knew we would see things we are not used to see by bangtan. We only see their smiling faces, but we never saw what they have to endure or what they are really going through.

Before I start, I want to say that Bangtan Sonyeondan are one of the fewest celebrities who truly care about their fans. Of course other celebrities do too, but we (armys) are always so spoiled. We are well fed by our boys. I can't and I would never complain.

When I watched burn the stage I felt really special, because we have an opportunity to have an insight. I know what we saw wasn't even the half of what they are really going through, but they trust us and they wanted us to see what is really going on behind the scenes.

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Not to forget I loved Namjoon's and Yoongi's talk so much on the first episode. How they talked about us, how they talked WITH us made me feel as if they're right infront of me and talking about life or important stuff.

I really admire Namjoon so much. He is the best leader on the planet and literally no one can tell me otherwise. I knew this before I watched burn the stage of course, but when I saw how he supported each of the members, how calm he was and how he solved the problems, I knew this man was made for this job.

He motivated them and gave them hope. He is a honest man and open for everything, and exactly these are the qualities which are important. Which you will need your whole life, because nothing is better than being honest.

Of course he is also a bit clumsy and I still ask myself how this man lost is passport, but still no one could ever replace him. I love him so much, he inspires me in so many ways, I could write five books.

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Burn the Stage opened my eyes in so many ways. I knew they were struggling, but the way they struggled broke my heart into pieces. I didn't expect Jungkook to break down, because he always seemed to be so strong and he is always smiling, empowering the others or making them laugh.

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I'm not going to put one of his pictures in my article of Jungkook struggling, out of respect to jungkook. I just wanna say that I really love Jungkook and when I saw that he almost passed out, but still managed to perform for armys, I cried. I felt so loved and I can't describe how proud I was to stan such an angel.

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And then, when he said "But I sang with only this in my mind. That I won't be able to see them again for a long time", I never cried so hard in my life. I felt that. I knew this was all for us, but it hurt me to know that he was in pain, BUT still managed to look so good on the stage.

He was so exhausted and and in pain. I also want to mention that we live with a lot of disgusting people. A few so called armys, made memes out of those parts where jungkook was about to pass out. I couldn't believe what I saw. They released those episodes because they trust us, US their fans.

That's wrong and I can't/won't accept things like that. We warned each other, we all knew what to do and what not, and they still did it. I just don't understand how heartless some people can be.

He didn't deserve this. He deserves the world, but not this.

And my heart also broke in pieces when I saw that Jimin thought that he messed up. He looked so sad. He wanted everything to be perfect for us, he didn't wanted to make a mistake.

The way he said it and the way he looked up to the woman (from the staff), teared me down. I still think about it and I just hope that he didn't overthink or something. Jimin is always giving his best and I hope he knows that.

They want to pay us something back, I didn't understand what and also why. They give us everything we need. I always felt like as if I have to pay them something back, because they were with me when no one was, I watched THEIR videos, which made me laugh even when I was sad. I listened to THEIR songs, when I was about to give up, THEY motivated me, THEY were my friends and THEY were (and of course are) the lights of my dark life.

I kind of felt bad, when Jimin said that he wants to pay back, but he didn't know that they already gave ME the whole world. I just wish I could tell them this face to face, I wish I could meet them and tell them how proud I am and how much I love them.

After burn the stage, I realized a lot of things. One of them are that BTS changed me in a positive way. I'm really more honest, i study more, I take care of myself more and also I don't try to waste my time with toxic things anymore.

I know that we will get other episodes too, but I just wanted to talk about a few things. I hope the persons who read this will enjoy and are going to understand what I wanted to express.

Thank you for reading, it means a lot to me.

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