I know sometimes is hard but at the end of the day is necessary to be where you wanna be.
It's hard because of the voices inside your head and the voices outside, trust me, the worst ones are in your head.
Don't hate yourself, your body...hating you doesn't cause anything good.
Go out and belive in yourself, think that you only have one life and is not advisable to pass it hating yourself.
Trust me, loving yourself is the best love you would ever get.

If you want to talk to me about this just text me. I'll be there for anyone that need help.