Not good enough
something every 14 year old girl should know
Stand tall with the words they say shoved down your throat while the tight Vans you wear rip and tear your skin forming a gross fat ugly blister. Not like you...right. I mean it’s not like you spend hours mastering your hair. Your just wake up flawless. Just like they do. It’s not like you watch them laugh so you laugh the right way. Or maybe you are a gross….fat...ugly blister. Never going away. Just leave. You laugh at their jokes. Even the ones that make you feel insecure and uncomfortable. The words they use are worse enough. But there even worse when you are forced to hear them everyday. You must have a beautiful face. No pimples allowed even though your a growing girl. Your hair needs to be perfect. Please forgive me but, i know that hair should not be a priority. Your real friends look at you like your mom looks at you when you throw on a top that shows your stomach even though...the dress code says no. you walk down the hall while the boys stare at you. There minds are thinking wow she’s pretty but, not like a good pretty. A pretty like your easy to get. A bimbo? No. you are a girl who spends hours mastering your hair. You don’t wake up flawless. You watch and study them like a scientist. Every second, minute, hour is spent looking in the mirror. You're not good enough. Your an ugly, gross, fat blister. You won’t go away! But, why does it matter…