03.27.2018

Cripple
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The past two weeks I have been limited to walking with crutches. It's been a little hard for me, but I am managing. This is one of the main reason's I've been lacking when it comes to writing. That also being said I have a lot to talk about. I am going to split this into two parts in order to make the article a little shorter. It is going to start with more recent events and then go through what has been going on while I've been away. Next week I will be missing another Emotional Tuesday, due to a cruise I am taking. This just means I'll have to make it up to you guys in some way.
Love Can Hurt
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The one thing I've loved for twelve years is what is hurting me the most at this point. It is the reason why I can't walk correctly at the moment. Yet, even after seeing the doctor I continue to do the thing that hurts me. This weekend I felt the worst pain I've ever felt in my life, not just physically but mentally as well. Learning that I can't do my passion for the next two weeks, at the least is the last thing I wanted to hear at that point in time.
Winner
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This past weekend, although I was very injured we still ended up winning as a team. We got awarded a golden ticket which is a chance to compete at worlds in New York City. I've gotten this honor twice before so getting it for the third time in a row is a true honor. I am proud of my team and cannot wait to compete in the big apple.
Bad Feelings
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We all have feelings, some good and some bad. Recently my life has been a rollercoaster mix of the two. I seem to be fine on the outside but anxiety controls my every move, it forces me to smile when I feel like dying just to make sure I please others. The only time I am able to escape the cold grasp of anxiety's hands is when I'm with him.
Him
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He is keeping me sane. He is keeping me here. It's been more than two months before our first kiss and almost two months that we have been dating, and now I don't want to sound like an overly obsessed teenager but I honestly can see myself spending the rest of my life with him.
Lastly...
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This is the first update of the week, I would expect another one tomorrow and most likely Friday as well. There has been so much that happened and so much I want to update you all on. I am very sorry that I haven't been as active as I wish to be. As always, my inbox is always open to those who need to talk.

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