// Have you ever liked someone but even though there in a realationship , you still have feelings for them ?// ..... Yup thats me.

U probably feel happy right now .... that you know u are in a realationship and right now i actually feel great for u... but not before...

i mean its not your fault that u didnt know you were hurting me deep inside my heart but not showing it on the outside.... like everytime i walked past you , all i saw is the image of u hugging your girlfriend one day in my face and all i had in my head was should i move on from him or not ? My head was confused at this point .. i didnt know what to do . As i watched i just feel everyday i had to held my tears back so u wouldn't see them.

And what i felt worse deep inside was that everday i felt like i was lyeing to my friends about u being taken from me! and i didnt to tell my friends the bad news because i thought they think the stupidest thing to do... even though i loved it when my friends talked about u and me being a thing, when we can't ... BUT even if i do tell u how i felt u wouldn't understand and wouldn't even care ...

BUT NOW i now know u were a mistake for me because even if we were together...u wouldn't treat me any different and you know what i also feel bad for your girlfriend because everyday i can allways see you flirting with every girl u see so i regret like you anyway ... soo good luck with your realationship because the day i see you crying will be the day i laugh my ass off because nobody knows you better than me . And if you try to want to be my guy im gonna say , " well why didn't u did before ?"