i wish you were next to my bedroom door

I never could prove myself and never did it.

But you helped me to do it.

You smile at me.

You

Only your name sounds to me like a cursing word.

But maybe it should be like that.

Although I doubt it.

Do you really have to be that way?

In the past, you were so heartless

But

I can not deny that and now you change.

Now I do not even see you.

I'm better now.

Apart from the voice of your eternity in my mind, your laughs, the eyes, and the glance in my memories, and the occasional stories of your friend like me

you give me a fresh start

Before disappointing, and even after.

But maybe

Maybe a little bit

Those other songs about unlucky love

maybe some of them will remind you of me.

but I do not think that they will remind you about ME.

I think at least she or those other girls.

But still.

but maybe just some day you will dream about my eyes.

But about my happy eyes.

those HAPPY eyes that I can not see on my face now.