You never said 'I loved you'
I did, to you, all you did was smile
I could see that lie behind it
Hurt my heart to the pit

My core, you tore into it
Like you were devouring an apple
Eventually, I pulled away
Because you were just a play

The blackness that you curtained
Shrouded me with it
It left me in pools of tears
Black feathers that tickled my fears

And then you came back one day
Fully expecting me to open my arms
No, I say that this game is enough
I don't want you anymore, it's no bluff

You always wondered
Why I'd done what I'd done
If you had stopped using me
Then maybe I'd have forgiven you, you see

You never understood
And I never could