I am back with another ldr article!!! but this time it will be more based on my thoughts.

The other day I kinda fought with my boyfriend, I started to cry and I felt so sad I just wish he could be right next to me and hold me tight. So, I got "inspired" and wanted to write it out on WHI.

First of all...

FAR FAR AWAY

The distance between us. I always ask myself "why are we so far apart?" It just makes it so hard, but I guess the bright side is we're just one flight away

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LACK OF PHYSICAL CONTACT

This is probably another reason why ldr is so tough. When you love or miss someone so much, words just can't describe it. The best way to "say" it is to show it.

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action speaks louder than words

LONG FOR EACH OTHER

We could talk 24/7 but I'd still feel the distance and I will long for him so so much. It's that tingling feeling your heart gets when he says something sweet. And when you miss him so much you long for him and starts to cry it feels like something is poking your heart a little...

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INSECURITY

By this, I don't mean it like we don't trust each other. But I mean it in the way of having fears for our future. Few things I always think to myself:

  • When will we meet?
  • Will we ever meet?
  • Is everything even real? (too good to be true !!!)

Lastly...

CA$H $$$ (broke af)

Ldr is motherfckin expensive okay!!!! eVERyTHING IS ABOUT DAT $$$ SHIPPING A GIFT NEEDS $$$ AND FLIGHT TICKETS ARE HELLA EXPENSIVE TOO WHEN YOU'RE SO FAR APART !!!

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That's all for today, thanks for reading!! :)

Ohhhh and... you can check out my previous ldr article too!!

Check out a ldr poetry that I wrote: https://poets.media/10-291-miles