He ignored me.
I made excuses.
He used me for my body.
I made excuses.

He admitted to using me.
He called me names,
He told me it did not hurt him.

I broke down
He did not care
I stared at the ceiling until my eyes swelled with tears
He laughed in my face.

He told me he wouldn't hurt me.
He lied.
But the worst part is,
I lied to myself.