It's been too long since the last time I remember being happy.
My mind is starting to be stronger than me, I don't want go out with friends, with family, I want to stay all day on my bed crying and telling myself that all of this is my fault.
I feel that no one understands me, I feel that I'm going to lose the control of my body at any time.
I need the help of someone, someone that comes to me and tell me that everything is going to be ok, that this will pass..