ok so people have been getting on my nerves and have been making me depressed and shiz. so ima reread these texts and make my own comments i wanted to make but decided not to. you peoples will have no idea whats going on but you might, so here's what i wanted to say and what i thought..enjoy.

"its sad when the girl that is supposedly 'on your mind 25/8' you put her 2nd and HER EX 1st"...
"you wanted me not to talk to you if i was gonna snap at you like that, then how am i gonna ever show you that i do bite back and that i won't be "
pushed around like the last time"...
"i said what i wanted say yesterday, now you're even more mad"...
"i agree this whole thing does need to end"...
" i don't believe that you will cheat, i'm just scared you'll see something in her you don't see in me"...
"i know how to have a mature conversation, i'm trying to if you can't see"...
"i wanna believe that isn't true"...
"are you sure that's the truth"...
"well you're lil buddy said that bud, not me...lmao"...
"oh, wow!! you hate this?? welcome to my world now"...
"i don't think he realizes how much i love him and that i'd do anything for him"...
"why would your "best friend" say that tho?"...
"oh yea he does still love me, that's why he said that..should've seen our texts too bb"...
"OH YOU KNOW HE DOES NOW?? OH WOW and he only talks about me. how are you ok with that? i would've flipped out"...
"you change the subject? why do you suffer that?"...
"how do you hang out with someone who still loves your girlfriend"...
"wait you don't know if you can do this anymore?? oh no please no i love you please don't to this to us"...
"HE'S YOUR FRIEND???? oh sorry a REALLY GOOD FRIEND? he bashed your girlfriend and made fun of her and you laughed about and followed a long. makes sense"...
"oh this drama, yea it's pretty dumb"...
"someone needs to put an end to it then"...
"how? idk figure it out i just want peace, love, trust and happiness"...
"i never said to stop hanging out with him..he is a bad influence on you but whatever be a dick"...
"sure, yea, the only reason we're having this conversation is bc i think you're putting me 2nd...no not exactly, that's just part of it"...
"it's not bs, it's sorta the truth"...
"wow you think that i don't trust you now that is bs"...
"you talk to my ex more than me"...
"i stayed up until 5 am worrying about you, caring about you, crying bc of you, loving you.."...
"it's not bs, it really isn't. it's straight facts, honey"...
"honestly i swear this is the most we've eve talked this weekend"...
he sends a picture of us
"no ones taking that you say? they might and that's scary to thinking about so i try not but hard when you do this"...
sends more pictures of us
"i hope no one ruins that. is that you really loving me? because you love me? oh you love me so much apparently. i'm your whole world? am i really?"...
"another thing that hurt me was when i sent you that video of us and i was hoping you'd be like omg WE ARE SO CUTE and i was thinking that that would just stop all this and i could just sleep knowing you were ok and we were ok but no. u kept asking me why"...
"are we really ok? bc i feel like we're not"...
"i didn't know that tho bc you kept asking me why"...
"this weekend was suppose to be our weekend, but nope ig not"...
"too add i again idc if you guys are friends, ok i kinda do, but when you guys wanna hang out when I KNOW there are other girls don't expect me to not flip out and when you bash me, even i you're joking, don't expect me to not get mad and have a mental breakdown"...
"you said the girls there were ugly, but they really aren't by the video i saw they also sound like a girl too and not a guy like me.."...
"oh no you're sorry? bout time"...
"it's whatever now, but ok"...
"you say that you're sorry that this ever happened when we both know damn well you're going to this again and i'll get mad"...
"i'm glad i smacked tf outta you're 'friend' friday"...
"and now you're gonna go take a 'nap'. typical. whatever."

that's the end...for now. feels good to get some of that off my chest