I know we haven't seen each other or even talked to each other in a while, but I want you to know that I've been doing a lot of thinking lately.. and I want you to know that I miss you.No, I don't regret what happened and how things ended, I just miss you.It's so strange to think that somebody I used to know it's now a total stranger to me.There are days when I'm not thinking of you, I let myself to forget..because it's easier.A part of me wants to see you again, but all of this feelings become empty thoughts when I think back at it.But then, I find something that reminds me of you. And no, it doesn't hurt that much to remember your face and that silly smile of yours.Memories hurt.How my heart used to beat fast when I saw you in the hallway or how I couldn't speak when I was with you.
The thing is... I don't miss you.I miss the idea of you.There are people that might think it sucks for you for what I did to you, but you don't really know how much it hurts me.I didn't fall in love with the guy that wears your name, I fell in love with my imagination.In love with the thing that you could have been to me.And I've lost more than you think.
Yes, I lost you, but I lost myself too.