ll English is not my native language ll

hey,
I wanted to told someone about this. My fear can sound very stupid to many people but.. to me it's like I feel I'm going to loose myself.

and it's music.

You maybe can see that I really like k-pop but tbh I'm really picky about music. Before I started to listen to k-pop I liked 'old' music. and more rock.

About a year I have only listen to k-pop and now... I started to listen to other music. Songs in English.
I know it's not a big deal.. but I'm just scared of leaving k-pop community because it has happend to me.

I truly love k-pop. It have helped me a lot. I know this is stupid. I just wanted to talk about it.