I am tired. But not allowed to sleep.
I’m stuck between the past and the future, but I’m not in the present.
My mind is empty but loud as crashing waves.
Tell me how to be happy in this cruel world.
Tell me how to find my peace in a place I don’t belong.
The earth is beautiful, but I can’t enjoy it.

I don’t know who I am. I don’t know who I want to be.

I don’t know anything.

I just want to live.