I needed.
I needed someone to turn me inside out, to love all my sides, but to show me that love alone is not enough. I needed. I needed someone to make me laugh, cry, make me see that life goes beyond a will. I needed you. Yes, of course. I needed your rational side to balance my heart in disarray. I needed the discussions, the thousand versions with a single word: saudade. I needed to have you on my way and I had and even if you did not stay, it was crucial for me to become who I am today. I needed to love you to learn to love me more. I needed to lose you to learn that I'm good enough. I needed you. I do not need more today.
Thank you for coming. Thank you for leaving. My heart, today, so beautiful, it's more beautiful because it saw you pass