I have made many of these things getting to know me but it was all just a little basic. You don't know me from my favorite colors or favorite shows. I have really not wanted to share my name on this platform because I don't want anyone I know reading anything on here. It is my escape where no one really knows it is me but...

My name is Morgan and I turn 15 in 22 days. I don't have any friends because I am anti-social. I have struggled with generalized anxiety disorder and panic disorder along with severe social anxiety and depression my whole life. I took meds for antidepressants but they didn't help and led me to drugs and sex. I don't think I will ever find love. I think tomatoes are disgusting. I hate my high-school and everyone in it. I wish I could have a best friend. I wanna live in California when I grow up. I don't think I will ever feel love. I didn't want to lose my virginity. I have been sexually abused by my ex-guy friend. I have a missing tooth (right by my front teeth) and I have a retainer with a fake tooth on it. I have an Extra bone in my foot that hurts my foot and my knee when I walk. My eyesight is so bad I will probably go blind soon. When I get my implant for my tooth, I will have had about 11 years of metal in my mouth (expander, retainer, braces, retainers, permanent retainer, implant.) I love hoodies and wearing them all the time. I hate society and everyone at my school who wears Patagonia because that brand is ugly. I hate every popular kid at my school. I am not necessarily unpopular but I am not in the top group. Everyone knows me but I am not friends with anyone. My school's/district superintendent and group is so fucked up and everything I have heard is terrible. My dream guy has black hair and has to listen to my music. I can't wait to get a car so I can drive around and listen to my music. When people get too close to me I push them away. When people care for me I push them away. I wish my room was bigger. I dream of becoming famous. Every time I am with someone having fun or sometimes in general, I am not really there, I am in the room just watching someone take control of my body that I don't know who it is.

There is probably more so stay tuned for a part two I guess if you thought it was interesting