I am sorry

For the pain, I have caused you
For the times, I may have worried you
For the moments, I made you cry

I am sorry

For the times, I lied to you
For the times, I broke my promises
For the times, I didn’t tell you everything

I am sorry

For what I might do
Because I can’t think what I want to think
Because I can’t speak the words I want to speak
Because I can’t look how society wants me to

I am sorry

For tearing my mind apart
For tearing my skin apart
For tearing my old self apart

I am sorry

That I might cut sometime soon
That I might kill myself sometime soon
That I might not be here sometime soon

But that’s ok

Because it will be better without me