I am sorry
For the pain, I have caused you
For the times, I may have worried you
For the moments, I made you cry
I am sorry
For the times, I lied to you
For the times, I broke my promises
For the times, I didn’t tell you everything
I am sorry
For what I might do
Because I can’t think what I want to think
Because I can’t speak the words I want to speak
Because I can’t look how society wants me to
I am sorry
For tearing my mind apart
For tearing my skin apart
For tearing my old self apart
I am sorry
That I might cut sometime soon
That I might kill myself sometime soon
That I might not be here sometime soon
But that’s ok
Because it will be better without me
