I shouldn't feel like this, I shouldn't care. We are nothing. But I care so much that it's drowning me.I'm so overwhelmed by the fact that I have no idea on what is happening. I don't have the right to direct it to you, I am in no position to questioning you. But I want to know so bad.

I want to know if I'm flooding your thoughts like you are flooding mine...
do you question what I am doing when we are distant...
at night do you anticipate a call or a text from me...
with my words did I hurt you and backed you off...
so many questions yet I am not in a position to ask.
all I can do is wait and see if you feel the same or if it's just me who is being absurd.

-rixiioo

more to come :))