You told me you wanted to help people
you wanted to save people
and for the love of god you sure saved me
but it was me
It was me hooked to you like a person living off painkillers
numbing the pain
I opened up to you but you wouldn't open up to me.
You said it was for protection
Why because you thought i was weak?
But you didn't find her weak
you were able to open up to her
now here i am standing clueless
watching you love her while I'm silently loving you.
Maybe one day you'll open up to me
Maybe i just have too much hope